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Title: Sparks
Rating: R
Pairing: Skibmann (ORLY?)
Summary: He needs it, and so do you.
Word Count: 974
Archived: On IJ only. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes:Written from Andy's POV. And hey -- David doesn't even really figure into this in the slightest. HOW DID I MANAGE THAT??
:-O
Takes place after an unspecified "Declaration" show -- you can place it wherever you wish, but DAMN the Biloxi show would surely qualify as kick-assed enough. :)

( It's comforting how it's always the same... )

Title: Flyboy
Rating: G
Pairing: Dandy
Summary: Andy is not happy.
Word Count: a true drabble -- 100 words. :)
Notes: heartsfortress made me do it. It's all her fault. Blame her.
Disclaimer: The people are real. The scene (AFAIK) is not. Fictional, made-up, not real, please don't sue.

( not sure how I managed to angst all over a 100 word drabble, but I did. )

Title: Dissolution
Series: Anodyne
Rating: PG
Pairing: none
Summary: It started small, as things often do.
Word Count: 427 [-_-]
Archived: On IJ ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: This is as good a summary of the Anodyne series as you'll find. I could never figure out a way to work this up into an actual full length fic, though, so I've been sitting on this since last September.

But misskatieleigh was bored doing her taxes, and... well, it's not a good substitute for porn, but it is angst, and yay?

Those of you interested can find the completed chapters of Anodyne here: Prologue: Dissolution | Prequel: Thought You Knew | Part 1: At First Glance | Part 2: Hold Your Ground | Interlude: Always Believe | Part 3: Busted | Interlude: Holding Court

( The world falls down around me ... )

Title: Thought You Knew
Series: Anodyne
Rating: R
Pairing: David Cook/Jeff Shrout
Summary: You seem to be the only one to like what you see.
Word Count: 4390
Warnings: Angst liek woah
Archived: On IJ ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: This is a prequel to Anodyne, for those of you familiar with it -- Jeff thought I should tell his side of the story. So I did. From his POV. :)

Those of you interested can find the completed chapters of Anodyne here: Prologue: Dissolution | Prequel: Thought You Knew | Part 1: At First Glance | Part 2: Hold Your Ground | Interlude: Always Believe | Part 3: Busted | Interlude: Holding Court

( I'm here to testify for those who've been broken / They've found a way to die, their dreams be awoken / Take it from one who's been a martyr left alone... )

Title: Turning the Page
Series: Hard Lessons
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Dandy
Summary: "All I can see is him...I want him gone."
Word Count: 2641
Warnings: Rated for language and adult situations.
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: I'm actually breaking this up into two parts, cuz it makes more sense to me that way. Plus, more fic for you, and I get a little break to get ready, just like David. :)

Previous chapters are here: Broken Trust | Safe | Scenes | Clean Break

( And I feel okay, and I seem okay... )

Title: Always Believe
Series: Anodyne
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Dandy
Summary: Don't ever sell yourself short.
Word Count: 361
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: So! This has been sitting on my hard drive since September, when I decided that it wouldn't fit into the chapter of Anodyne that I was working on at the time ("Busted," for the record -- so linearly, it falls between parts 2 and 3). Since I tend to write in scenes, I figured I'd go ahead and throw it out there for all you peeps waiting on Anodyne updates...Kind of like throwing a bone to a starving dog, I know, but it's all I got at this time. *blush*

Those of you interested can find the completed chapters of Anodyne here: Prologue: Dissolution | Prequel: Thought You Knew | Part 1: At First Glance | Part 2: Hold Your Ground | Interlude: Always Believe | Part 3: Busted | Interlude: Holding Court

( It's okay to breathe your worries away... )

Title: Clean Break
Series: Hard Lessons
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Past Cookmann; current Mavid-on-the-rocks; current Dandy friendship
Summary: Sometimes, you don't get them back.
Word Count: 3600
Warnings: Rated for language. Adult situations and the continued aftermath of broken scenes. Oh, and Papa's being a bit of a horse's ass here, sry.
Archived: Here on IJ ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: This follows Safe in the Hard Lessons universe. There are two more fic bunnies in this arc; after that, I'm not sure if this series will continue.

Those of you interested can find the previous chapters here: Broken Trust | Safe | Scenes

Cheerleading, hand-holding, and all-around general awesomeness c/o celticfish -- as always, as ever. ♥ Thank you, bb, for your flailing enthusiasm when I mentioned finishing this storyline. :)

( Turning points and loneliness abound / I'm better off not having you around )

Title: Holding Court
Series: Anodyne
Rating: PG for one little curse word. (yes, really -- only ONE.)
Pairing: Implied Dandy, implied Cook/Shrout
Summary: You're not strong enough to hold on to him.
Word Count: 516 [-_-]
Warnings: Angst liek woah
Archived: Here on IJ ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: Dandy through Jeff's eyes. As noted above, this falls into the Anodyne universe, but it runs parallel to the current storyline rather than linearly.

Written for prompt #6 on the Tulsa_Gangstas Prompt Table of Creativity: Coward. Cross-posted to Fishie's Birthday Palooza and Davandy.

Also? For celticfish's birthday fic celebration! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the Sister of My Heart!! *throws confetti and streamers* Sorry it's so short, but the Muse is being a bitch-h0r again...at least it's something from Anodyne...?

Oh, and misskatieleigh? This is all your fault. :P Thank you for looking at it and giving me your opinion. :)

Those of you interested can find the completed chapters of Anodyne here:
Prologue: Dissolution | Prequel: Thought You Knew | Part 1: At First Glance | Part 2: Hold Your Ground | Interlude: Always Believe | Part 3: Busted | Interlude: Holding Court

( No way to find when you were mine and I still want you )

Title: Five Kisses at Midnight
Rating: PG-13 for language
Pairing: David/Bobby, David/Liz, David/Andy, David/Kim
Summary: There's always someone to kiss at midnight.
Word Count: 4946
Warnings: Um... Kim Caldwell? :D
Archived: Here on IJ ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: For courts576's New Year's Eve "Midnight Kiss" challenge:

Ooo, also, if you are home like me and bored, I challenge you to write a story about who DFCook is kissing at midnight :)

Courts, this is all your fault. :P

And kisses to celticfish for being her usual awesome self. :)

( The countdown starts...now! )

Title: A Good Night
Rating: PG
Pairing: David/Josh (Javid? LOL)
Summary: Josh will never tire of this.
Word Count: 254 (yes, really)
Warnings: Implied D/s in the context of a consensual relationship
Archived: Here on IJ and Tulsa_Advent ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: A little snippet of fic that I decided could stand on its own. :) Posted to the Tulsa Advent LiveJournal community for Day 23 of their calendar.

( Let's begin. )

Title: Absent
Rating: PG-13 for language
Pairing: Past David/Josh; David/Kyle pre-slash
Summary: You'd already resigned yourself to settling for something less.
Word Count: 1055
Warnings: none.
Archived: Here on IJ ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: It's short. Like, really short. But kaia_kyrial thought I should post it, and I simply cannot refuse her anything. :) A little bit of waffling angst cast in second-person YET AGAIN. It's like a fucking addiction, I swear...

( ...None of them are him. )

Title: The More, The Merrier
Rating: PG-13 for language
Pairing: David/Liz, Andy/Jennie, Neal/Alexis, implied David/Jeff, implied David/Andy
Summary: These guys have way too much time on their hands - and think about sex every second of it.
Word Count: 2121
Warnings: none.
Archived: Here on IJ ONLY. Links to IJ are fine. :)
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: This is the purity test they're playing with in the beginning. It's good times. You should check it out.

...See if you can find the ones that squick Neal. XD

Written for and posted to the Tulsa_Gangstas LiveJournal community's "(Im)purity Test Challenge," as background and an introduction to the challenge itself. Interested? Join tulsa_gangstas, for the lulz. ♥


( Oh, not that thing again... )

Title: Busted
Series: Anodyne
Rating: R
Pairing: Dandy; Dandymann friendship; implied David/Jeff
Summary: Keeping in contact with them was no hardship at all. Really.
Word Count: 7275
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: I have been struggling mightily with my Muse over Part 3 of this series -- I had a prompt that I was trying to write to, and all She wanted to do was sit in the corner and sulk until I wrote the scene that She wanted me to write.

Once I started writing it for Her, it kind of took on a life of its own. *facepalm* It's still very much related to this series, although it doesn't fit the prompt I was trying to write... And because I haven't updated this fic in, like, forever, you guys are getting a bonus chapter out of it. :D And it's long. Very long. Oops. :D

Special thanks to annie2791, for trying to kick the Muse's ass; and my beta-fish, celticfish, who only saw parts of this, for lying and telling me those parts didn't suck. LOL

Sooooooo...Part three of what has now grown to be an expected eight-part IDEK-anymore-how-many-parts serial fic.

Those of you interested can find the completed chapters of Anodyne here: Prologue: Dissolution | Prequel: Thought You Knew | Part 1: At First Glance | Part 2: Hold Your Ground | Interlude: Always Believe | Part 3: Busted | Interlude: Holding Court

( So hold me down a minute longer; keep me from the things I long for... )

Title: Two Boys, One Cup... (Many Eyes)
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Bryan Jewett / Andy Skib, with cameos from the rest of the MWK.
Summary: It's Andy's 21st birthday, and Bryan buys him his first official mixed drink.
Word Count: 1155
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: ANNIE MADE ME DO IT. *points wildly in Annie's direction, OMG*

And because that's all I do lately, and I know it pisses people off, it's written in 2nd person from Bryan's POV. I CAN'T HELP IT, DAMMIT.

( Corrupted in an uncorruptable way... )

Title: Hold Your Ground
Series: Anodyne
Rating: PG-13 (hello, adult language!)
Pairing: Dandy; Dandymann friendship; implied David/Jeff
Summary: All you can think is that Jeff needs to hear this kid sing...
Word Count: 3004
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: Written for prompt #13 on my Prompt Table of Doom; [Hold].

Part two of an expected six(hi, now it's) seven TRY TWELVE- No-fucking-clue-how-many part serial fic. I'm only posting this part this soon because it's done, so don't go getting all spoiled or anything, because part 3 hasn't really even been started yet, sorries. :P

And as before, it's all courts576's fault. *points*

Big ol' hugs and smooches to celticfish for being my ß-fish and cheerleading on this.

Those of you interested can find the completed chapters of Anodyne here:
Prologue: Dissolution | Prequel: Thought You Knew | Part 1: At First Glance | Part 2: Hold Your Ground | Interlude: Always Believe | Part 3: Busted | Interlude: Holding Court

( But he plays on in spite of everything, disillusioned by his right... )

Title: At First Glance
Series: Anodyne
Rating: PG-13 (hello, adult language!)
Pairing: Dandy; implied David/Jeff Shrout
Summary: Somehow, that "worst-ever, sounds-like-a-pick-up-line" conversation starter nets you a friend, the kind you never knew you needed...until now.
Word Count: 1245
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: Written for prompt #30 on my Prompt Table of Doom; [Enchant].

Part one of an expected six (now) seven TRY TWELVE part no-fucking-clue-anymore serial fic. Written from a college-aged David Cook's perspective.

Furthermore, I blame courts576 for this, because she's the one with the 30-prompt table that she's working on, and that of course got me contemplating my own...but I had to be difficult, and create my own randomized table... and immediately several "story arcs" popped right out at me, and...well...shit.

...Yeah.

Big ol' hugs and smooches to celticfish for ß-correction and cheerleading on this.

Those of you interested can find the completed chapters of Anodyne here:
Prologue: Dissolution | Prequel: Thought You Knew | Part 1: At First Glance | Part 2: Hold Your Ground | Interlude: Always Believe | Part 3: Busted | Interlude: Holding Court

( I won't mention my intentions to let you lead me on... )

Title: Scenes
Series: Hard Lessons
Rating: R
Pairing: Dandy; Cookmann
Summary: Scenes from a friendship
Word Count: 3135
Warnings: Adult situations - one scene is more D/s gone horribly wrong, but nothing too drastic or graphic... give it a chance? :-\
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: IDEK anymore, I swear... I guess you could call it backstory for "Broken Trust" and a follow-up to "Safe"...

Starts in the near-present, regresses into the past, and ends in the immediate present -- sorry if it's confusing, but that's the way it came to me. *shrug*

III. Spring is set in 2008
II. Summer is set in 2007
I. Winter is set in 2006
...And the fall (Summer, again) is once again 2008.

Also? I have no idea how this damn thing got so long -- Winter just got away from me completely... *facepalm*

( And it's all right if you stay with me tonight, until the rain passes by... )

Title: Safe
Series: Hard Lessons
Rating: PG-13 for swearing
Pairing: Dandy!!
Summary: A bit more of the aftermath of "Broken Trust"
Word Count: 1722
Warnings: not much, really -- language?
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not directly intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is somewhat intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit. (Unless it did, and then it's strictly a coincidence.) TL;DR? Fiction, don't sue.
Notes: *points @ summary*

No, really -- for some reason, I thought it would be a good idea to continue what happens in Andy's apartment after David shows up. For that matter, I started having additional thoughts about formulating the backstory of David and Andy's relationship, which can of course only end in tears... anyway -- *points @ summary*

Written very haphazardly and probably not very good, so you've been warned and all.

( whether you're wrong, whether you're right, I know it's hard... )

Title: Broken Trust
Series: Hard Lessons
Author: machka
Dramatis personae: Cohnstro, stealth!Mistro, with bonus Dandy friendship!
Rating: R (adult situations)
Warning: Angsty McAngst fic. Lots of cursing. BDSM gone bad.
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these here are fictionalized characters, and not the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind.
Summary: Three words remembered would've made this work...but another was spoken because he forgot.
Word Count: 3532
Prompts: These things right here.
Author's Notes: OMG. So somehow that fluffy prompt turned in the angst fic from Hell. WTF, Muse?? I wanted pr0n, She gave me the mirror opposite of the fic I wrote last time, and no matter how hard I tried to reason with Her, She would not be budged. *shrug*

So anyway, this is not the same universe as the previous fic -- here, Michael and David "switch" as to who's the Dominant and who's the submissive -- that's kind of where things start to go wrong. :-/

Needless to say, this almost didn't get written, but annie2791 nagged me to do it anyway. Blame her. :P

For the Cohnstro LiveJournal community's fic contest, prompt 2.

Crossposted to the idolslash community on LiveJournal.

( Three little words would be fine )

Title: Blind Trust
Author: machka
Dramatis personae: Cohnstro
Rating: NC-17
Warning: BDSM (with an emphasis on the D/s portion) in the context of an established relationship.
Disclaimer: Real people exist with these names; but these folks here are fictionalized characters, and not intended to represent the actual persons mentioned. Any similarity between the fictional version of the persons portrayed herein and the actual persons is intentional, but as far as I know, none of this ever happened, except in my mind. Dammit.
Summary: "There is no delight in owning anything unshared." ~ Seneca (Roman philosopher, 1st century A.D.)
Word Count: 5019
Prompts: The word "blindfold" and the phrase "be a good boy, and do what you're told."
Author's Notes: Um, hi. *waves* First time writing in this fandom, and I just gotta go and subject all y'all to an unbetaed 2nd-person-POV BDSM fic. My bad.

But hey! it's pr0n! What more do you want? :D

For the cohnstro LiveJournal community's fic-writing contest. Linked here.

ETA, 7-6-08: Thanks to everyone who voted for this fic! I've never won anything like this before! :D *blushes*

Cross-posted to The_Flyboys and Idolslash LiveJournal communities.

( Happiness is not so much in having as sharing. We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give. ~ Norman Macewan )